Just got free time to access internat. I feel soooo tired for this week. Too many things happen and it just make me down. I really dont know how to handle stress and easily to blame myself. Maybe I really need to learn meditation or take a course.

Meet him again, same things happen. Why i just cant say no?? (blame myself). He not love you at all. Why I still dreaming??? He is not that good..Leave him far far away only i can start my new life..

Sigh..how my life going to be continue it have been dragged for 3 years!! I have strugged for 3 years just bcos a bad guys who i love..